Life Is Hard

When we are born life is brand new, things to us are just amazing and so much to explore and God might have told us what he wanted us to do before he sent us into the world, but we forget and then some small things and little hints help us to remember.

However, we also forget how life is hard, we end up getting hurt by many loves in our lives, and most of all our family. We seem to hurt eachother, get revange on eachother, say things about eachother and still love eachother, we even will go years on end and not speak to eachother over something stupid, or because we said something and we blame each other.

Instead of forgiving or saying i am sorry and being the first even though it could be our fault or it could be not our fault somebody has to take the step and forgive and say i am sorry. Our father who art in Heaven hallow be thy name, thy kingdom come thy will be done and earth as it is in heaven. We forget how our father wants us to forgive eachother and love eachother, some of us are getting old and have health problems and such and some of us are just starting our lives and yet to explore and live.

We can learn from our children the joy and laughter and love that is actually in this world, the smiles and their faces. We have to learn that we are not always right, and we need to learn how to love with out anger, fighting, revange and hatered etc.

We need to learn that in life all we got is just one life to live, so why carry all this hatered for eachother and why point fingers and not speak and just continue an ugly cycle that doesn't need to continue and why say things about eachother and talk bad about eachother.

I don't usually have time to write or even put my thoughts down since the twins been born, but sometimes its funny how the Lord comes and speaks to you, just like he did for me yesterday while i was setting and watching my soap "All my childern" one of the Characters JR has cancer and he was losing the fight and he is between life and death and the Lord seens his mother to him to talk to him about fighting how he is love on earth and how he has so much to live for, even though life to him seem to be not worth and that there was nothing but hatered and hurt, and anger.

Eventually he hears his sons voice and he comes back, he realizes he wasn't done, his life wasn't over and he has o much more to live for and he is now fighting. So I wanted right there and then to sit down and write, but I hadn't had the chance. Look around you, see what you got and what you miss and what you wish you had, you can have everything, you can have all your family and friends, if you just put your anger aside, and give it to God and ask to forgive those who hurt you and ask the Lord to have those you heard to forgive you and then make that next step and go to them and say i am sorry even though they don't say it back to you.


Its funny how even a soap ( a drama show) can make you see things differently or is it the show, to me i don't think its the show I think its the Lord way to show me, what I need to do to guide me. Its funny how he does that. Thank you Lord, Praise You Jesus, I love you with all my heart.

I ask you to join with me and Learn but your anger us, and all the hatered and revange etc and open your Hearts and arms and say I am sorry and just allow and trust in our God and learn how to love eachother.


My prayer for all of us is for us to turn to eachother and to Our God to bring us closer together and to forgive eachother no matter who is at fault because we as a family we are all at fault and we need, MUST forgive eachother.

Now My Prayer

Dear Heavnly Father, I know i am not perfect, and you know I am not you made me, all I ask is for you to help to learn how to forgive, to talk, to listen, and to open my heart to forgiveness, I don't just come to you just for my self, but for everybody in my life, my friends, my family and those who i haven't yet met or even those from my pass. I also come to you my father to ask you to teach and reach your loving arms around everybody in my family to forgive, to ask forgiveness to you and to those they hurt and those who hurt them and I ask for those who are sick in my family to make them better and i also ask my father if there are those who don't know you, reach out to them and show them that you are real and and loving and the Great God, I know you are, in Jesus name I pray Amen!