Wow, did we really make it to thirty two weeks oh my, yes we really did. I have now gone through my ultra sounds photo starting with the very first ultra sound and too the current ones we just recenlty got and i am just amazed and how they have grown inside of me and feeling them kick me and seeing there movements.
Any mom can tell you how wonderful there experiances are or were when they were pregnant and well me i have some rough ones with being sick for three and a half months and of coarse now being on bed rest. But desipte all of that, its such amazing, wonderful, gift, blessing that the Lord gave to us. As I look at the 3D image of Jessica and RJ i am amazed and how they already have a little bit of both of Chris and I and how RJ is laid back and just cool and relax and Jessica well is like me, she is the one who is the stubborn one, who lets us know what she is going to do, like ok you can take my photo but, i am not going to turn around and let you take my picture, you will just have to see my back lolol.
How we find out when we see her he mouth is open, just like her moms. Of coarse i am a talker so, i have a feeling we are going to hear alot from our Princess. I still can't believe that we are pregnant at times and with two precious babies and how they are going to be here in just a few weeks or sooner. It all depends! But when ever they do arrive, its going to be the most joyous journey with Jessica and RJ.
I don't know if there are those who actually do come to my blog and read what i have to say or not but, i think blogging just for me its just even better because i get all my worries and thoughts and dreams written down and i can go back and say i remember when i wrote that. I hope that my children if these blogs are still here, can go back and say wow.
I am already in love with my two children, more then i can say my love for them grows more and more and more. Every time i see them in ultra sound, i smile and I am thats a part of me and chris that we created together not just out of passion but out of love for eachother and it shows in the ultra and looking Chris when we see them and hearing there heart beats, every time I then get remind out lucky i am to get such an amazing husband, but not just a husband but my best best best...........friend, and soul mate and how he is going to be such a fantastic father, cause he is already the most fantastic husband.
I couldn't ask for anything more, I think in the past five years, although we went through some really hard, ok horrible, scary times in our marriage, i wouldn't change it for anything because, the Lord put us together for a reason, he knew that we were right for eachother cause he created our lives to be that way on earth for eachother. I can't waite to see what and how our family is going to be life, there is going be so much Joy and Laughter and some tears, but i am sure they are going to be happy tears. I just praiseing our Lord and Savior and thanking him for this life of mine and thanking for my amazing husband and children.
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