I thought i would share with you the moment I had with God today. It seems lately, I have been going into a depression on where i stand with Christmas and with life and i also i been slacking with my diet and starting to eat things that I know isn't good for me.
As I walking i took my walk-men Cd player and put in a worhsip cd, and started walking and I was listening to the music i found my self just relaxing, not thinking about bills, or the things I can't have or get for Christmas.
I was looking at the Beauty that the our God created, the clouds, the tree, the leaves, the duck and i became peace. At times i just found my self raising my one hand, as i am holding the cd player in the other and silent singing the word. To the depth of the sea our creditor our majesty.
When it got to Here I am to worship, here I am to bow down, here i am to say that your my God. I just couldn't help smile and there weas God, walking beside me telling me that i don't need to say anything because he already knows my prayers, and that once an awhile its ok not to say well Lord, once again I am going to you for something that I need in my life, such as money, or to heal somebody or to help.
Cause he already knows those things and prayers, and he says its ok no to go to him for that, cause he knows. I then to thinking well Lord, then if i don't always have to go to you and I know that you know, then what am I going to go to go to you for, or who am i going to go to.
It was like he was saying, Jamye just praise me, I know you need to come to me, and i want you to come to me, but I want you to know that you don't always have to me, whats wrong cause i know.
I just want you to be at peace with life and see these things that you have. I found my self saying, oh Lord now i get it, I don't have to use my voice and say it I can quietly get on my knees, and whisper, or sing or even shout it or i can talk to you in my head or write on a paper or blog to you about it and you will still be listening.
The more i walked the more, I understood and the more i listen to the music the more, our God walked with me and talk with me, its not like i was listen to the music, i was talking with our God and walking with him and found my self being at awww, and at peace and falling more in love with our Father. Did I tell you I took a walk with God today.
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