Is Chris and I Marriage Fireproof, right now i would have to say no, but its getting there.
After Five years of marriage, the agruing, throwing things, screaming at eachother.
Hurting eachother with our words, thoughts etc.
Did we love eachothther enough like we love the Lord, did we even love the Lord enough to Love eachother. No, Did we trust in the Lord to help us through the things that we were going through. Nope, did we forget how wonderful and amazing our God is, Yes
To this day, we still have issue, like for me at least, i want him to help me out out more with the house, Dishes, Laundry, cutting grass, I am not saying all the time, but at least just pick once anwhile. Also, wanting him to Love me as much as he loves his racing.
Does no, matter of fact he has told me that Racing would always come first, now i don't know if he said that because he was upset with me not taking another day off work to go with him to a race or what. But, those words is what stuck with me.
Do I want to save our Marriage yes, do i need to know and ask God forgiveness of my sins, the things that i have done, and said, yes. Have i done that yes, and ofton alot lately. Now the question is what can I do for my husband, i have been asking that question alot for the past two weeks and i been praying about it and going to the Lord.
Is Chris and I marriage better, yes with the help and love God,o our church family, family. I don't think Chris and I would have made it to five years, and I hope and Pray that we will make to forever.
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