The hardest thing i had ever done in my life is dieting. I am going to be honest with you, I just hate it. But then again I wouldn't have to go through this if I had only watched what I had put in my mouth.
But I didn't, I just ate mostly junk food, chips, ice cream, burgers, fries, Pasta. If it was unhealthy I ate it. The only thing I always got was a diet soda. Yea right like that did any good.
The hardest time that I don't see any change is when its girly time of the month. I suppose you didn't need to know that.
But in any case i have gone from 187 down too 152.8, wow what a big difference I know, but I just don't see any change at all. Although others see the change, I can't, even the picture at the top of this page, I just see a person who is fat.
I had gotten my nails done, and a new hair cutt to go along with my new body. But why did i do that, I asked my self, why cause to me theres no change I am still fat, other see me as fat. But its all in my head, thats the devil getting in my head telling me these things. Right???
I keep reminding my self that my body is God Temple and I need to to tak care of it. So how come everyone else can see the change? But Me????
1 Corinthians 6:19
19 Do you not know that your body is a sanctuary (A) of the Holy Spirit (B) who is in you, (C) whom you have from God? You are not your own,
1 comment:
Hey girl,,, I am soo very proud of you. You look great.. n trust me you are far from fat. I have the same issues stens from a long term eating disorder that controlled my life for over 12 years..once i overcame that issue I gained too much weight. I too am trying to take it off but it has been a slow go with work class n the kids... Keep up the good work. I am praying that you reach your goal.
Love ya girl Jo
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